:: When something is unforgiven... ::

.... that is wrong. We forgive and forget... this is right, true. But it's difficult thing to do. I have been thru this situation before. 'You're forgiven!' whereas inside, only He knows what is actually you feel. When something bad happens in our life, it hurts you badly and it leaves big scar inside... and things that hurt you, it's like it stuck in your brain 24/7. How could we call it - it's forgiven! Maybe thru your lips, it's forgiven but how about your heart? Does your mouth and heart braces together?

I am not Canon - delighting you always!

Sometimes i have right to feel hurt. I am kinda person who loves to see people around me happy for what i am doing. Delighting people around me everytime when they are with me. But like i said, I am not Canon. I treat people around me the best i could and until i almost forgot something... : Sometimes, no matter how best you treat someone, they will never treat you back the same way. I agree. Regardless you best friends, siblings...

It's hard to know what's inside you... Your mouth say "I forgive you", what does the heart says? Everytime when we see the faces who hurt you, then your mind rewinding the past, the past that hurt you so bad. Can we say this forgiveness? When we forgive someone, but then the relationship will not be the same like before. Again.. can we call this forgiveness?

Some people is easy to say "well..just forgive him and forget what he did to you.." Look... I am the one who gets hurt, not you. So is easy for you to say 'forgive and forget'. Hopefully, when the time comes, thing will change for better... better than days that passed by... insyaALLAH. I can't promise when it will be... because i am just a normal person who sometimes makes mistake.

Different people, different heart. So we should not expect the forgiveness comes in short time. Same goes to the wound, don't expect it will recover in short period. The wound is still bleeding! Seems like it was yesterday it happened.....

Ooopss... today Sept 30, Happy Birthday Dear...love you till the end!