:: Please Stay With Me, Mr Happiness ::

~Please stay with me Mr Happiness... and don't go!~

When you see something that breaks your heart, what would you do?

When something snatches your happiness, what would you do?

Are you gonna weep on it for years or you gonna find a way to get back the happiness?

CERTAIN THINGS ARE EASIER SAID THAN DONE. I know it... and it is true right until something unpredictable happened in your life, you are speechless. And all the things you have said before, now you find it so hard to do. The truth is we don't know how terrible the thing is, until it snaps on your face. Ouchh.. it is hurt!

"I'll never break your heart, I'll never make you cry"

If only the words could guarantee all the promises made... I am sure there would be no unhappy chapter in someone's life at all. But like rules are meant to be broken, same goes to promises. Well, sometimes all the promises are not meant to be exactly like what it was nailed in agreement. It's all made by human, which by nature they are wrongdoer, imperfect. Me included.

How many times you see something that bouncing in front of your eyes and one day it bounces back to you? I am referring to the problems. Problems that are echoing in someone's funnel of life and one day the same thing happened to you. Apsal aku sendiri yang susah nak jawab soalan ni? It did bounced to me back, i can't bluff on this. We live in real life, come onnnnn....

I have many reasons to view my life as being full of happiness (sedih pun ada actually) but since life is about making choices, i choose to be happy. So at this time i just want to be happy! suddenly teringat dengan Ramon dalam Happy Feet. And i think it is normal to feel down sometimes because it is all a test by Him, so stop complaining and bear with one word - redha.

Feeling stressed with the terrible things that happened in life? Sometimes 'laugh' can cheer up your life. There are sayings; Laughter is the best medicine, Laughter is a great stress reliever and Laughter is a multivitamin that keep you healthy... and i have heard that lavender aromatherapy can calm you.... well try it first, see how it works. To me, why not blend those with a lot of reciting prayers and Zikrullah, there they make the best medicine to overcome the stress.

Trust is a compulsory element in nuptials. Patient comes second. Third, honest. Speaking of which, there are many positive elements in life that we can take as guidance to overcome the hurdles. But i like to repeat - certain things are easier said than done. So, pandai2 la ek...

:: I See You ::

Ya Allah, I really miss him...

Everytime i persuade Zafran and Lydia

I see you

Everytime i take Zafran and Lydia to play

I see you

Everytime i teach Zafran and Lydia to talk

I see you

Everytime i hold Zafran and Lydia to walk

I see you

Everytime i buy Zafran and Lydia toys

I see you

There are many things i do with Zafran and Lydia now,

I see you

I see you in many ways when i am with Zafran and Lydia. I see you when i stare them. I feel you when i touch them. I feel lonely when they sleep because my world seemed to be so mute without their voices. Now i see it, now i feel it. I see you abah.. I see you each second of my life. I see you through the eyes of Zafran and Lydia. I see your love and I feel it.

Today is father's day. Last time i saw your smile when i gave you a gift. I remember when i met your company mate and she told me a story about the perfume. You told everyone that crossed your eyes about the perfume. You said you like it so much, you said it was expensive and you told everyone it was a gift from 'my daughter'.

When i was growing up... You taught me more about life, you told me not to do this and that to my 'rebelled' ears. That time it was eccentric to me because i thought i already a big girl and i wanted to do things on my own, my way. Now i realize, indirectly you had taught me many lessons in life, though sometimes i ignored them. You had taught me something that i couldn't find it anymore in everyone, in everything throughout the world.

I have a long story to tell everyone about you but i don't know where to begin. Right here, right now, let it first save in my boxes of memory. One day when Zafran and Lydia understands the words, when they start to appreciate things in life, i will let them know about you, about you and mak from AtoZ.

Happy Father's Day to all fathers in the world... you are truly my man!